World Gone Vintage

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Self-Portayal ✈ My Memoirs ☺ Character Sketch ☺ Endless Ally ☺ Keep Talking

Don't Judge Me Based On Your Ignorance.
# I Don't Live To Please You!
& Ohh, I Don't Give Anyone A Reason To Hate Me.
They Create Their Own Lil' Drama Of Pure Jealousy.
Envy Me? Hate Me? Rate Me?
Bottom Line Is, You Still Aint Me Bby

EXCITING start TRAUMATIZING end!

Met Afiq [ Ajax ]. hehe as usual aku yng lambat. haha. We walked frm Yishun Mrt to Bottle Tree Park. Actually kan, aku mmg tk nak pegi Bottle Tree Park pasal bnyk kenangan ngn Jiggy siol. TAK BEDEQ. nanti buat aku rindu dier pulak. -___-
Kesian Afiq, haha complain jaoh sgt. hehe. sorry ah, maner i tau sia. i pk kan dkt perrr. yng bestnyer, aku nak naek bus sial, paderhal jln dpan skit dah sampai. hahaha. PEMALAS laa kan. aku mmg!

i was otp ngn Mimi [ Mus ] skejap. hehe. Dier wish aku goodluck.
Actually without her wishes, im dead!
I tell you in detail why i said im D-E-A-D.

Dah sampai Bottle Tree Park, kiwakk gelap siak. takotttt!!! He hold my hand and we walked around the park. Okay ah, MENDAK yknw. Tros kiter dudok pat pondok ni. Okay I admit, WE'RE NOT EVEN TOGETHER. we started making out. hmmmm. Sumpah he reminds me of Jiggy.

blablabla [ things hpn, i dont wish to elaborate. ]
Irni, Mimi, Shah & Adam knows.

Sumpah traumatising ah. Haiy.

Afiq and I took bus. Alight at the bustop opposite Northpoint. Went Mac's. Bought 'sundae' ice-cream for himself. Head home. Walked towards the bustop tgt. While waiting, he finish up his ice-cream. He eats like 'theres no tomorrow'. haha. Bus arrive. We kissed and hugged. Then he left. He took the bus home.

Hehehe. So then....

I met Shah at AH TONG field, barbecue pit saner. yeay!! finally jumpa dier laa. Tapi yng buat aku panas jek, aku tunggu dier pehh laa lamer. kiwak naseb aku laa Mimi tman otp ngn aku. Beh aku trserempak Sadam sey. hehe.
Sadam was with Khalid =.= and Wira. Sadam stare aku lamer sial.

Sadam was staring at me. When he came nearer, dier salam aku. Beh aku ckp ah, "eh stare peh lamer eh!". aku bbl cm feneh laa kan. paderhal tak sio. hahaha. At first aku tak tahu, yng lagi 2 laki ngn dier tu is Wira ngn Khalid.
-__- Sadam ckp pelan2 "tuh Khalid!". beh aku ckp "huh? khalid. eeeeee!". [ giggles ]
busted sial aku. Sadam dah ktawe2 siak tgk aku geli jijik. hahaha. Then dier belah. Aku keseorangan balek. tk laa sorang sgt. Mimi maseh otp ngn aku. hehehe. THANK YOU eh! makasey sudi tman aku. hehehe.
brape jam kemudian, Shah aku dtg. hmpf. lamer siak. kkay dah jumpa, dier bbl pasal Herman ah. Aku peh crush lamer. HAHAHA. paderhal2. One more, dier kater aku dah kurus. cb tol, maksod aper sial? dulu aku gemok ah. peh pukat.

Bebual2 sampai tk sedar dah kol 10:54pm. Tros aku sound nak balek laa kan. Dier antar aku sampai blok rumah. hmmm. salam aje. tros balek.

sampai rumah plak, Adam angkong txt then kol aku. I told him mcm2 ah. Shah pon txt aku tanyer psl niari. Dier nk ajak minom pat rumah dier. BAEKKK per! RUMAH dier siul. hmmmm. aku tak nak amek risk la wei. Aku rasa nk paitau ah.

_____

1:08am

Afiq kol aku. Cheebaaii! Balek peh lamer, gini jam baru mau kol. Aku tgh stim buta sial. Sebokk ah. tapi aku layan jgk. hehe. I answered. We talked and talked.

"u, mcm maner nk tau pompan tu suker laki tuh eh?" [ Afiq ]
"ohh, pmpn tuh buat aper je laki tu suroh ah, asl eh? pmpn maner plak ni u ader. hmpf."
"abeh cm ner nk win pompan tu nyer heart ah?" [ Afiq ]
"Ntah eh. asl ni? u bilang ah saper pmpn tu?"

silence....

"tkder ah, i suker kan pompan ni, tpi i tak tahu pmpn ni suker kan i ker tak."[ Afiq ]
"ehhh? saper eh? tgl maner? cmfm bdk skolah u kan?"
"ntah eh. tak laa u. i jumpa tu pmpn kat Bottle Tree Park tadi." [ Afiq ]

[ yang aku plak maseh blank. aku kan slow belo. ]

Tak lamer jgk laa. dier admit aku lah pmpn nyer. -_____-

Honest shit! Aku TAK NAK into sgt. susah nanti. bnyk tipu-helah. bnyk drama papa. [ players ]. macam2. so i dont wanna take risk when i open my heart.

We talked for hours. Plan pasal Wednesday ni. Dier ajak pi Bugis tgk baju dier ah. I told him idk what's my plan. Aku kan busy woman. Too many guys to meet nowadays. hehe tapi serious, now then i realised, I've been spending my entire week with diff guys. hahahaha.

[ dah penat sgt, Afiq pon dah bbl konek. sleep talking ]
So dier tros lepak. Dier nk tdo laa kan. Besok skolah pe. hmmmm. night2. otp pon nk kiss. haha.

Saturday ni plan nk meet El minah koil aku pi Marina tgk fireworks. CONFIRM ribot sial tu tmpt.

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